Even 'I'm coming to recognition' is a notion

So, this I, because it can point to various things as represented for most of us as represented the body mind, so much so that even when you are recognizing that you are not that, there can be an idea that I as the body mind I am coming to this recognition. I personally am coming to some insight, this can be the motion, but it is not. It is consciousness itself, which has played with delusion and now is playing with recognition. So, many times it can happen there, when we are experiencing suffering and we want to answer this question, but why am I suffering? Let me try to use even the concepts of satsang, to get over a suffering, to answer the