What is blocking us from finding Krishna right now?

We did not find him. That's what this whole conversation is about. What is blocking us from finding Ram Krishna? This is right now is what I'm asking. Because we are scared somewhere, and we want to skirt away from the main topic of spirituality, which is the what is spirit. And if it is not a living presence of God, then how is this spirituality anyway? So, in our next life, we were born in some cats or dogs or something. We were also barking little ourselves that we wasted our human life, because Krishna Ram was within ourselves. Like, we can say about those who were around