When did your desire actually become a desire?

Of course, you pick one of your designs and see was it always there and you always had a parent. When did it come about what happened that it became a desire and you will find that nothing has always been there and you baby is we did not come out with a parent desires anyway. What was it that led to this? An external event led to some I do not want to answer it for you. Look for yourself and see what is the genesis of a desire that