I came wanting something for myself

And many have like a subtle argument with me and say, but I came into spirituality for that. See? So then, but if you took a wrong term by mistake and I read it with the right place, will you now stop being at the right place because you took the wrong term? If you came into spirituality full of personal desire, but still you found something which is so beyond the personal. You see, I'm going to leave the ultimate reality and took just because when I came, I wanted something for myself. That's absurd thinking. But how many times have I heard this, but I came into spirituality for this