Past insight is worse than no insight

very important to take yourself to be a beginner constantly because if I had to refer to past and side to make a claim of what is then that would be just prior then that would be a false spirituality. What is true has to be true now and to approach truth is not possible with even a sliver of pride. So unless we become totally humble and naked and innocent right now which is not possible to approach the truth and without approaching the truth alive right now we are speaking from past and side which is worse than not having inside at all. Past and side we must not value at all except for an inner inspiration to take us there but it should not become something that I did or I have done or a hill that I have climbed already.