Where's my bliss? Why is it not happening with me?

So the first notion which I was playing with was enlightenment. And I would meditate for some time and then I would ask the question, where's my bliss? Why is it not happening with me? And what are these guys talking about bliss and ecstasy? Why is it not happening with me? So I think I'm coming to this conclusion that I should not be looking for enlightenment if it has to happen it will happen. The other thing which you... So suppose you didn't even have this conclusion? Yeah, I mean, I just need to be open. Yeah, that's a better conclusion but suppose not even this one. We'll get used to not having conclusions. See, because conclusion may position. And positions are the opposite of this vastness. Position implies limitation. See, that which is unlimited can have no position.