After 14 years of satsang, what is changing

We are noticing in our lives after 14 years of such and that, at this point we are going from just a lip service, armchair spirituality to offering, body, mind, emotion, all the layers to God in service to God in various ways, breaking the fearful nature of self image, fearful ideas of what people will think of us and all of this, which seems so scary to let that go and to offer that to God as much as we can. So, this constant surrendering constant offering of ourselves to God and love, staying at the doorway of the heart temple, then that becomes our only job. So, we to look at that is to say that there is, then like humble beggars we sit at the door of Ramji's temple in our hearts. What will happen to our worldly life?