The sense of doership is the critical feature of this game called Maya

so this sense of doership is the critical feature of this game called Maya or Lila, it can feel like there is not only somebody sitting inside this body, but that somebody is also then doing, is thinking, speaking, doing, so, so that no thing which is not the negative nothing, the mind's one trick is to say, okay, don't say I'm nothing, okay, tell me anything, but just don't say I'm nothing, because all of this is about trying to become something, but there's no thing the mind cannot fathom, it is a very fool, not even fool, but we have to use terminology, it is a very fool-know-thing, it is that from which this entire manifest creation appears, and this appears back into, so then this no thing, because it wanted to play as something, as created this entire game in this way, first to have this sense that I exist,