I was just spiritual shopping

Like here I was just spiritual shopping, jumping from place to place. I am just standing so much, I could write many books based on this spiritual concepts I had gathered, but till I met my master, did not, while you are inside, I did not recognize that this is the inside, this is already it. So the dissolution of the forwards happens in that way. And today we celebrate that aspect of your being, if you call the guru, which is pointing you to your own source. So everybody showing you things about the world, about the phenomena, what can show you that which is beyond phenomena, before I am. And what does it take to look? It takes a moment of being empty, to let me jang in that cup of Jesus, he said to let, to let this run, like this, to run. If you look, God is to be found immediately, without time. He said, one shunt, an egg shunt, but not even that.