Suffering is what you experience when God is not real for you

So, then when you get to focus right, when you figure out where is the root of the problem, then you can start tackling it at the root. And what is it doing? It's not just about misery. It's not just about misery, because if it was just about suffering and they okay, I have a suffering dream or I have a happy dream. It's all going to end anyway. What's the big deal in that? So, you may become almost nihilistic about it, but really it is about truth, which is about God, is about your true self. So, suffering is what you experience when God is not real for you. So, the plan is much more devious than we may construct. He can just be like, oh, okay, have time anyway, whether I die laughing or I spend my whole life crying, how does it really matter? So, really matters whether you found him, whether you lived in his life, whether you found this eternal life