For the path to be spiritual, God has to become a reality for us

I don't know where this is going, this is where this is coming, so what is our relationship with God at the moment? Does it seem like just a made up conceptual idea to give me some peace or does he seem like a real presence in my heart? What is the actual construct of our relationship and that construct will keep deepening as we stay in remembrance of him through prayer, through taking his name, through the inquiry, through any spiritual path. For the spiritual path to be spiritual, God has to become a reality for us. His spirit is God's presence, so spirit has to become a reality for us. Many of us are dealing with spirituality just in our minds, but you would not do that even with the worldly relationship.