If I knew how glorious the one in my heart is

And I'm going to paraphrase that if I just knew how glorious the one who sits in that little palace that I call my heart, if only I knew how glorious the one who sits there is, I would not have left Him alone for as often as I did for as long as I did. So a statement like that brings us to a very direct reminder of what is really going on. Versus what we think is going on. So why did she leave Him alone? Why did she leave Him alone if you were to believe her testimony, that she left Him alone for too long? How to say why she would have done that by looking at her own lives? Let's start by looking at today. Are there? Yes. For me, still me seems much more real than the God. Is he? Yes. This is exactly the same affliction. She would have also had all of us have, I have it, all of us have it. So I don't feel anyone in this room.