His hereness is forward — He is right here

It's like, it is believed that God is mine. Like that, no, like I'm God's and He's mine. There's a disbelief somewhere when I call out many times. Yet I call. That means I. That, that I am. Maybe the clearer, clearest indication of that is, is hereness is forward. Is hereness in my own. Is hereness is forward. It's very different texture when you have that. Like He's right here and you're just saying His name. This is it. It's healing. Or like a distant long distance, one call. That's when then it's mechanical no further. Yeah.