My will replaces God's will when ego takes over

The reality of God, when we are caught up in egotism with there, then that is forgotten this is it, I forget God, I have to deal with this myself, this is the me is in the and that is the forgetting of God, so just this is no longer left to God, just this is taken into our own hand, so what you would is forgotten and my will seems to be the most important at that time God's will is forgotten, so that is because what happened?