Bitten by the spiritual bug, his life is a complete waste

So, in fact, when I was starting to get into spirituality, one of the older ones who was my father's colleague said to me that the one who was bitten by this spiritual bug, just know that their life is a complete waste. So, that's a very common decision. So, when Kabirji said that Manan lagadai we are for kiri main, or when we come to the recognition that I am so happy in my outward poverty, but why am I happy? Because I am finding something which is the treasure beyond what the world can give to me. So, it is not possible, like people may look at my life and say that, oh, here was the younger Shiva who was leading to do big things, and now he just wasted his life. You see, how to change their opinion? Now, when you say suffered, is it suffered in their own eyes or suffered in the eyes of other? That is the important question. And I don't feel like anyone who has taken refuge in God and continued to stay in the refuge of God can really be suffering in their own eyes.