The retreat to become a butterfly. Turned out to be another caterpillar

So, if this looks like a caterpillar, I should know this. And there's a little zipper. If you open it, it becomes... A butterfly? This is a transformation in satsang. But we should have one where it is just a butterfly, but it is saying, I'm a caterpillar. I have that in a cartoon which I can send you. I have it. Do I just pull this or does this work? It actually turns out to be another caterpillar. That will be disappointing in such a way. I didn't open it. You came to the retreat to become a butterfly. I didn't open it because I wanted you to be the first one to open it. But I'm hoping it's a butterfly. See, this is my...