When I was spiritual shopping

will give me freedom or he will show me the way. That's the usual thing, and if the guru did not do any of that, then it would be a useless guru. I'm not saying in your case, I love your answer, but usually, at least here, when I was shooting spiritual shopping, I went to various gurus as long as they were serving me, then I was serving him. And when my mind concluded that they are not serving me in any way, I'm not progressing,