Insight contaminated when the mind makes it part of the goal narrative

Then we have been given some practices and with practices there will be some spiritual experiences. So, when those experiences come and we have insight, our mind is very quick to interpret and decipher those experiences. And make that part of our narrative. So, we become very proud about that. But that insight has now been contaminated because it has become part of our goal narrative rather than remaining as a true insight. So, suppose that you had an insight one day saying that the Atma lives here and it's, you can't say it is unperceivable because it has the subtlest vibration. Neither can you say it is perceivable because you can't see what shape colors are anything about it. You had that intuitive insight. Now, your mind has made it into this understanding. Now, our brother was used to come to you and says, brother can you tell me what is, what is the Atma like? And you go, it is neither perceivable. It is not unperceivable. You see, it is neither, no, it's not going to, you see, like that.