Awakening becomes a spiritual ego

So how can that happen? Because there is this power of pretend, you see? The power of belief is a power of pretend. So this will continue. Actually it is a fallacy that the saint was speaking something which is a fallacy, but it is a popular fallacy in India, especially where if you like, the moment of self-recognition is the end of all spirituality, you see? And if you like, oh, I had that awakening experience and now I cannot be bound and that concept itself becomes the bondage. You see, it becomes a spiritual ego, it becomes a specialness, you see? So that is why I see that in spite of these moments of recognition, it can become clearer and clearer. You see, you will find that the false conditioning will still try to give you a come, come, come with me, you see? But what I would like to say is that once this is known as the truth, then the tree of the false conditioning has been shaken to a large extent