The stubborn thought: there is something to get

I think the one stubborn thought for me would be our feeling that there is something to get or there is something to do. This is very good, this is very good, because this is very very deeply ingrained in the nature of a spiritual seeker. You start off with the notion that I have to seek something and I will find it, and when I find it, then I will be free. But all that you are discovering in such a year that what you have always been, what has always been here, has your very existence. Because the conditioning has been so strongly ingrained that I have to get something. It can feel like I have to get my existence also. I am really getting this, you see?