You cannot be in heaven and hell at the same time

So, isn't it strange that all of us have access to the security of God's present? Nothing can ever scare us if we are with him. But we ourselves choose to leave. Because it is not possible for us to remain in faith in God, in love in God in his presence. And be troubled by anything. It is just not possible. You cannot be in heaven and hell at the same time. You cannot be. But we make our life into a combination of heaven and hell sometime by being with God and sometime by going our own way.