You were laughing more than answering

and when put in the light of questioning like this you yourself are realizing the absurdity of the butt isn't because all of you that came up and try to say something you were laughing more than saying so you realize that the objection from the mind especially when looked at in the light of satsang in the dark and it is done in the dark of the mind sitting alone busy and it says but is that it now am I not just speaking it all these kind of objections when it comes in that way when you don't expose it in your own light then it can seem like a real problem is it but in one way or the other the objection is willing to what is the benefit of this okay simple I can't lose myself I tried try try I'm still here no matter how much I try I'm still here