Self-concern blocks the love of God

does this make sense, because your heart guides you to show you, and you also re-emphasize to overcome that, the biggest block is self-control, what do you call it, so it's so loud, you get caught in so loud, or something, or so green, what else you can find, this too much self-control, then it blocks us from being able to love God, because the mind loves to say about what about me, what about me, what about me, we don't realize really what is going on here, it's not that you're here, it's not that you're here, this here just appearing to you, and if you're undertaking it to seriously getting attached that becomes the core of suffering that becomes the reason to suffer, you're really more intimately living with God,