You need a notion of being somebody to pick up the pretense

That is that moment of waking up in the waking state of the awakening moment. So when I hear the instruction just leave with this sound, I need to miss out. And you don't pick up the pretense that you are not. When you say, you can realize it. Even if you do, you are the Self only, but you will pose as if you are something else. This is why we call it the play of consciousness. It gets slowly picked up. And the pretense is dropped naturally every moment. I am happy we are having this conversation because in this primary doubts, if you can get stuck with one. Show me what is picked up. Without going to a thought is something picked up. Naturally in your original state, are you saw me? So pretense is not picked up. So you need a notion of being somebody to pick up the pretense. That is why the mind has the tougher job. Your rapid movement of mind before we realize it picks up, makes it feel like on this video.