Knocking from the inside; the ox you search is the ox you ride

so anyone wants more information, 10 years of recordings, 2000 at least satsang, the most vivid image in the hurry part, the Navinita, which is fresh but metaphor, works on two levels, the cosmic samadramanthan, which is the churning of the ocean, there is a beautiful story, we can look at them, and a village human churning curds, both are being pointed to here, both extract essence from what contains it, studies fine, endless study that never becomes practice is churning without collecting the butter, so in the explanation, Rumi is saying, I have lived on the lip of insanity wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door, it opens, I have been knocking from the inside, we have not this for many years, the Zen tradition says the same, the ox you are searching for is the ox you are riding, before the ox you are searching for is the ox you are riding, how to meet this ox, yes thank you, we let go of that pointer only very far,