Memory can't store the non-phenomenal

That one. That one is not that. That one wants to claim that. Where is the word? That which we take ourselves to be, has nothing to do with the fresh insight of what we truly are. He said something. I am just going to say what he told us once or that. The stretch inside. It will be humble enough to go back again to see that insight again. And not be so proud and just bring it to the intellect as arrogance and see what I know from before. That was so sad. Because in your career, never come back to that senior memory. The memory can't store the non-phenomenal. You just say, oh, you are some dark empty space. That is not the insight. If that was the insight, just all the practice that was needed was to shut all the lights on that side of the house. You go there. See, what is there? Nothing. Dark empty space. Not that. But the mind takes us with this kind of stuff. It makes awareness into a dark empty space. It makes a video into an operation. Whereas it is the one that is depressing. But so we do it to God.