Who is this 'me'? The base construct everything rests on

my guru, all of this mean me is everywhere, is it, but who is this mean, that is not a very deep question actually, it is rare, it is a rare question, it is rare not because of his depth, it is because there is an opposing force which is compelling us not to look in this direction, wouldn't it be fundamental, is it, we had the capacity to understand the first thing we should have tried to understand is who is this mean, because that is the base construct on which everything else rests, everything else in my life is based on this mean, so shouldn't we find out first who this mean is, no that the ego, the mind whatever you want to call it, the sense of separation wants to keep that as a presumption, now let us operate from that presumption onwards, take the me to be a given, matohui, abhata agi, see, see, so the me is a given, what else now what do you have for me, but in certain we are trying to come to the inside, that this me is not actually a given,