Just inquire for the truth, not for the benefit

So, the problem is that when we inquire with the expectation then there is always this monkey or not back which is saying is the symptom going away is the feeling going away am I feeling better So, today I have been saying that just inquire for enquiry, inquire for the truth it is worth it independent of any other benefit So, and as you make no conclusion does imply you become so open that no conclusion is forming about anything then you will see the surrender and inquiry are actually one