I had a migraine and I was happy

And this morning when I woke up, I had a migraine and I was happy because it feels like I cannot really, my mind is not, it's dull. Like I cannot think and I thought, oh, that's like relief. And I see it and I feel like I, I don't know, I feel like everything I know about. It's just mind. And so I, yeah, yeah. So I don't know how to do what you're saying without using my mind. And I also noticed that I'm still believing on my thought. I'm only able to catch that I believed thoughts after I believed it. And it's like almost, it's so, it's so, it's so, it's so, it's so attached to the belief. It's so close to the attention that I cannot, I cannot see. I cannot believe it will happen. I don't know what now. It's good, it's good.