Setting the table every day, even without love

and also the attachment to the doing that I am setting the table and I am waiting for God to come I am doing right now even I feel that attachment also to the doing itself is somewhere we have to limited experience of me setting up the table I have come to a place where frustration that I am setting up the table every day and setting up a table at some point of time has become so monotonous without any love you know you're I'm doing it so far I was with you like no I'm just doing it for the sake of doing it you know without any love you know let's pause with that point now a few very very beautiful points are made and you're pointing to the highest form of Bhakti now it's very beautiful and I have we talked more about that in a moment but I feel like God is so merciful that if you're in that so suppose we are in