Mind tries every move to stop me from singing

So the next time when I have to sing or even before it will put that fear in my head, you know, so then it will stop me from wanting to sing. And I know this trick because it brings me to God when I sing. So I know this trick and I won't leave. So even today, shaky, I sang. I just do not that connection. I just want to leave it at your feet. You see what I'm saying for it's a trick. I know it's a trick. It tries to create a cause and effect and stop me from doing things that take me to God. So if the body has to drop after I sing, it's okay. You know, I want to be that courageous. It's going to take strength together. Because it tries every possible move to stop. Today I did get shaky. I did get a bit, you know, but it's had some help. Yeah. These are all tricks. No further. That matter. It's just humbling. It's humbling. Like the body could be tired. It's not about that. But it's the connection that it makes. You know that you did this and so you're tired now. But I didn't notice that there was a bit of like a conviction. Then that moment there was a bit of like almost like a mental conviction. That yes, it is the body which is tired.