Interested in who, not in what

you see that it is all rubbish, it is all nonsense, who I suppose for today, I am not interested in what is coming up, but I am only interested in who it is coming up for and also inviting you not to be so interested in what is coming up, but more interested in who it is coming up for, because as I had seen, then it can become that way also, there is peace, there is joy, then all thought is saying this, but there is so much anger coming up, but why does this always happen to me and I can see this contracting, I cannot deny this contract all this can come, but let us it all be, for a moment you will be more interested in who