How can you resent the One beating your heart?

So if we accept that this universe belongs to God, then we cannot sit and say, if we don't accept that, it's a different thing. But if this Jagat, this universe belongs to Narayan, once I just woke up from sleep and this bhajan came to me that, I forget the tune now, but Vasudevaya ka samsara hai. So if he is the owner of this world, and if I sit and say, no, I have a grudge against Vasudeva, I am asking for trouble for myself, no, he owns this little universe, I am not saying he is vindictive, but I am just saying that, that sounds like a foolish endeavor to hold a grudge against the Lord who is the Lord of this universe and every breath, every heartbeat, everything belongs to Him. So, one thing I want to clarify, I think it's not a conscious sort of a grudge. It's just... I'm just giving you the ammunition to fight. So, when I say I'm going to turn within and bow down to the Atma and your mind comes and says no, actually I'm feeling a grudge. So then you have enough ammunition to say, what? I can't have a grudge against the Lord of this universe. He's the one beating my heart. He's, whatever I may say is going wrong in my life, everything in my life is because of him.