Instead of what I'm getting, I'm giving myself to God every second

So it's not the getting, but it's the feeling of getting every single second of your experience. Of offering yourselves. And I know that you cannot ever say that I've got God. You know, it's just that that. If you have the pattern, if you just switch to instead of what I'm getting, I'm giving myself to God every second second. Then that will keep us safe. But there are times I have no kudina.