Go inward — your heart compass develops

Now, suppose that you say I have zero spiritual experience and I don't know what you are talking about, I don't even know that there is a God, but somehow I listen to what you are saying and I stay inward. After the meaning inward for a few hours, for a few minutes even, are you better than before or was, you always better by turning towards God and by grasping at the world no matter how pleasurable that momentary experience may have seemed, are you better than before or was or and that if you are not able to see it, that is very important to keep meaning inwards and your heart compass will develop, where a sense of deepening connection or a disconnection will tell you whether you are truly alive or pretending to be alive.