The flow chart of buts

happening to me, then I say, find out in reality whether there is such a me at all, is it? So, first we would let go, I say, no, no, but I keep falling for it, they are okay, inquiring to who is that I, they know, but in inquiry it is not really working, I say, okay, see what is real and what is not real, but my mind is too clouded, it does not let me see, I am not able to distinguish, discriminate between, what is eternal and what is this commentary, okay, and maybe you just need to say it and focus in your breath and relax your mind a bit, so it becomes a bit quiet, and then you can see, you know, mind is not quiet, and this does not become quiet, I say it and I am not you do the mantra, and then maybe your mind will become the habit will break a little bit, and you will come to some quietness of the mind, they can't even, can't even chant, okay, okay, then, can you see, can you see, maybe that will be