The knowing that there is nothing in sleep is awareness itself

And as is, and I am 30 in the contemplation, I am conscious of the awareness, while in sleep, I can't say I'm conscious of the awareness. I'm stuck in this. This is a very good I enjoy these kind of... I'm stuck in this. Could you help me understand this? Thank you. It's my dear, let's look together. Maybe it is just a question of terms in how we're using them. That, whatever we report about deep sleep, you see, where we say that there is something there or nothing there, the usual one is to say that there is really nothing in sleep state. Isn't it? They say there's nothing in sleep state. Now the knowing that there is no phenomenal thing in sleep state, this knowingness itself is what I call awareness. You see? So this, which has no attribute, has no... You cannot even call it a presence actually. It is before I am. And yet we are aware that there is