The mind disguises itself, like Gollum

it is the light, how do you know? So you know because firstly in the guidance of the heart, you are dipped in love and in the guidance of the mind, you are dipped in wanting, you are grasping, you will start noticing more and more the taste difference between even when the mind is trying to sound spiritual, it is grasping, you see it is almost like Golan Lord of the Ring, it is still grasping, it is trying to pose very holy, it is trying to pose very but you will notice that it is trying to rush you, it is trying to say you need this, it must happen, this is kind of thing. So that under tone that the subtiest that under taste will tell you whether it is coming from the Holy Spirit in your heart or it is coming from the selfishness of the mind. So the more you look into this, the clearer it will become, which is one thing,