Ravenous curiosity, as if I'm missing an integral piece

Sometimes thoughts arise as a ravenous curiosity about something that is not known in the accompanied by a strong belief that I must know in order to be fulfilled as if I am missing an integral case of the jigsaw image of myself. I see that when these thoughts are not arising when no thoughts are arising, there is no sense of incompleteness. This is simply presence. Also, I see the play of conditioning, childish expression, the fears, the desires. The place through the body and the words, but I recognize it is not who I am. I am not identifying with the play, I feel free. In this play for a long time, we have relied on the lesser forms of