Boxing match with Maya

Now, what is the construct of the relationship that you want with God? Do you just want him to be the kid's use his term? He says, the 4AM frame, you just call it anytime, I have this problem help me like that. So, do you want that kind of relationship or do you want divine union? You want to merge with him, merge into him. Because if it is the latter, then this has to be unceasing. Our life in God's presence has to be unceasing. And according to me, that is the only way to live. There is no point living in this boxing match with my and then going to God only when you get the knockout punch. And then going through a flea vector back again. Using steps, get beaten up again, get knocked out and then go back to God and say,