Revelation of being happens by grace, not concept

And just check from there, but I realize now that when the answer comes, can I stop being, is based on some conclusion that we may conceptually, or based on some phenomenal evidence of existence? Is it not really based on the revelation in the heart? What is being? Being is the presence of being is the earth by itself. Being is Sabuna Brahman in itself. So, the revelation of the earth by the revelation of Sabuna Brahman will happen when it is the grace of God for it to happen. Is it true, Father, if I say, that the back tip, the back tip, the back tip process of coming back to God is a little bit more of a receptive and open in path, and the path of Vyana is a little bit more of a seemingly broad tip path. Not conceptual, I'm not going to that, it's not the intellectual question, it's more of a... Seems as though I'm taking a bit of a step, and the other one is more of an opening. It's a very good question, don't worry, why?