Truth for truth's sake — no benefit to you

What type of the thought may be? The most terrible and the best. Yes, first part. Second is that whatever the content of your experience may be, whatever the phenomenal experience may be, whether it is beautiful, sweet sounding, sweet tasting, sweet, usually all it is horrible, terrible, scary, fearful, for at least the time that we are looking, you will make it irrelevant to you. You will not bother with it. Yes, and third is that you will not expect that whatever you are discovering will give you something. You see, that there is something in it for me while I am discovering the truth. It is truth for truth sake, but no benefit to all, no downside also, but no benefit to you. Yes, these are the conditions.