Only two questions are important

So, really simply put only two questions are important. Have you found God? And are you living in His light? If you cannot answer with integrity to yourself, when you alone by yourself, you don't have to prove anything to Sangha, to me, nobody. If you cannot with integrity say that you have found God, then you must change your focus from everything external to a deep inner quest of self discovery. Because when you go looking for yourself, you will need God. But no other project, no other thing should become as important as this for you.