What we do in the sand matters more than what we do in the honey

I've been saying often and I feel it's a full pointer, what we do in the sand is more important than what we do in the honey, which means that when things seem to be oppressive and things seem very difficult, when the world seems very real, when God's presence seems very distant and it almost seems pointless, it almost seems like it's not going to happen, what's the point? So let me just do this later, so that and I've often said this battle is about time, the every moment in time, so I don't want this to try, we cannot control the outcome, we cannot judge the efficacy of the sadhana, also with the outcome. The outcome is all up to his grace, so we cannot judge that, but to it's very important, even if it feels like a wrestling match, first thing in the morning, nobody wants to wake up to her wrestling match, but you rather have that tussle right up front in the morning, otherwise what will happen is that your DA will play out in the grip, like you called it, the jungle, so it's important to free yourself from this jungle,