Some kids hold their breath until they turn blue. Let the mind throw whatever tantrum.

Some kids have this ability that when they throw tantrums they can become blue. They can become toy shop, they can actually hold their breath and become blue. And that can cause some fear. But this one let the mind throw whatever tantrum it is saying. Let it say I don't understand. This is too difficult. This path is not for me. Why am I stuck here? All this rubbish can come. But you see that there is an awareness even of this tantrum. Whatever the mind could be saying. And you will never find yourself. If you were to just look, you will never find yourself in the content. You will never find yourself in the appearance.