This is the Crunch Question For All Of You

there is no suffering except in your head and what your saying is your head is very attractive to you right now. Or are you saying the head is forcing you to be with it?

You use the wrong labels my dear, what you’re calling actuality is what? [Silence]

You want to talk about the content…

You want to solve it in the interpretation or in Reality?

What is desire? What is desire? Desire is a resistance to what is appearing. Because what is appearing is not enough! Something should either come or go from this blob of appearances, then I’ll allow myself to be happy. What is getting in the way of your Being right now?

So that nothing is what you need to be happy. Like Papaji (Punjaji) says, You need nothing to be happy, you need that nothing, which you have.

You don’t feel like my dear, you think like [Points to the head] so stop thinking like and meet me here. [Points to the heart]

If I’m always here then don’t hold two hands. [Silence] Just hold my hand. [Silence] And don’t allow mind to tell you your experience of life.

You see? Your mind is telling you your experience of life you are not experiencing life first hand. It is saying this is your experience -so in my experience [in a sad voice] ‘this is what is happening in my life’ Nonsense! Because it is nonsense and its interpretation of life is nonsense so both sides is nonsense. It's like one side is garbage, the other side is also garbage. [Chuckles]

Even right now, who’s interpreting [Silence] what is happening?

Who is interpreting or determining the nature of what is happening right now? ‘even when you speak to me then this happens’ who is saying that?

So stop it. [Chuckles]

Stop it! Stop it! Stop It

Stop. Stop …Stop. Now.

It’s done. Now don’t start again. [Both laughing]

No…no….done. You see? It is the false that takes effort and practice the Truth is just here. That’s why I have win, you see! I have to win because the Truth is just here. You see, I can just do this [Waves his hands about] finish. The mind has to say ‘But when this happened and..’ so much work, and I can just do ZZZ[ Waves his hands in a wiping motion] and done! Who’s got the easier job? Because the moment is on my side. But then you say ‘But but but Father actually’ and I say ‘stop stop stop’ [Waves hands about] God. God is here. Then the mind comes, egotism comes with the offer saying, ‘But this is not enough, it’s not always like this’ Yes, it’s not always like this because you buy this stuff! [Chuckles] [Pause]

It’s like saying but ‘I enjoy the cold, but I don’t know, I keep walking into these saunas, man’. Just like, ‘I don’t know’. Nobody can force you into the sauna if you enjoy the cold. You know this sauna thing? A place which has got this steam- really hot. You have these Turkish bath in Turkey, it’s like that hot. Are they hot springs?

If you enjoy the cold then don’t dive in!

If you enjoy the Presence of God in your heart, don’t go to the head!

No, you are thinking my dear! I’ll see it in your eyes.

No! Don’t solve. Here! Stay with me, come. Come. I’m with you. Stay, stay, stay. Don’t figure out, don’t understand. Stay with me, its ok… You don’t say it but you still can’t believe it. If you stop looking at the hand actions and all the truths, you know? Hold one hand, either your minds or mine. You can do it. You want something from both? It’s not going to work out well.

Have you not suffered enough?

What is it? What is his offer? I am offering you God right now in your heart.

Life is not always God, what is it? [Laughter]

What? What is his offer? What’s the mind’s offer? Some exciting life, what is it?

Is what?

God cannot give happiness?

Beyond God!

There’s something beyond? No, I’m not…. Happiness is a byproduct. You see? Is a byproduct. I am talking about Your Reality as Pure Being Itself and actually even beyond that as the Awareness of this. What can the offer be from the mind be that can be greater than that? [Pause] This is the crunch question for all of you. If you still have something which you want from the personality, for the personal experience as it may be called, and you want God at the same time, then it seems like a roller coaster. You see? It’s like you want to hold on to the stuff that you think you have personally, and also create more room for God to come. I don’t want my stuff to go but I also want God, wouldn’t that be nice? You see? But that is the mental way of living, you leave your head. [Silence] You can do it, just leave it. [Laughter] Don’t go back! [Laughter]

Heart

No Minding satsang. This one is mining satsang. Just…[Chops off head action]

This is the problem. Don’t believe it! Don’t believe it because belief is in your head. You see? So I’m not fighting with your head, just leave it don’t believe it!

No, just leave it… You have no problem, nothing needs to be determined, nothing needs a solution. Just leave it.

No

Surrender without guarantees my dear No, but if you say, ‘take care of it’, maybe you didn’t mean it that way but to ‘take care’ means that I already know what taking care would be.

You see? And if you did not have that notion then what was that need of that disclaimer? If you can determine that ‘Oh, I gave it to Father but he made it worse than better’. You see? Then that still from the interpretive mind. If it is Guru Kripa Kevalam means everything is taking care, How do we know what is taken care of or not? That is like surrendering with one eye open. I am giving it to you but please, do a good job, okay? I am watching you! You see? So surrender is not a cheat code. You know cheat code? You just put it in the game then all the difficulty goes away from the game. You see? ‘But I would like some money Father, I’d like the best boyfriend’ you know? ‘I want the biggest body and of course, freedom has to come.’ Now all of this is your problem! Is that what surrender is? You see? So for surrender we must surrender the doership and the experiencership.

So what are you surrendering to me?

Very good, very good. Very good, you did well, now I want you to surrender a little more because you know, I’m quite a greedy Master, so I want you to surrender even more, so you surrendered the desire, now surrender the desirer also.

What you take yourself to be, surrender that one also. The one who can have a desire, or be empty of desires, surrender that one also. Have nothing to do with that one!

This one. This one, no? This one, surrender this one. This ‘I’

Good? [Laughter]

That ‘I’ is mine now, whether happy or unhappy is my problem.

Don’t get it back! Don’t take that one back. You see?

Yes, but don’t taking him back! [Laughter]

[Waves his hand] Open, headless, headless. Open and empty, everything is mine. [Silence]

No, not even trust, just the witnessing. That’s all. Just…

Just the witnessing not even trust, I don’t want your trust. I just want your witnessing. Just remain as the witnessing that’s all. I don’t want trust, mistrust all these opposite things, I don’t want. Nothing. No position at all. [Pause]

No [Laughs] Are you reporting awareness?

No reporting is needed, I know what is there in the witnessing. Don’t hold on to it, don't hold on to any ‘I’, any progress, any state,anything- whether you are getting it or not. None of that So basically I want something very small- just everything that appears in the waking state let that be my problem, sleep state can be yours it's fine. You can have that which troubles you in deep sleep, that's all. You can have only that which troubles you in deep sleep that's all. The rest is my problem.

Are you still there to want! Give it to me that one that still wants. Give it to me the one that wants to experience the actuality of it. Just give that one to me. What is it still doing there? Didn't you give that one up?

Whose problem is that?

Yes. Very good. That nothing is all that you need. Very good , very good.