Open and Empty: Attentive but Not Grasping

Thank you, thank you. One last Hp for you is that - you are right that it is, it is this whole game, this whole play is a very deep mystery. But in the mystery, if you predetermine your position which is that of the instrument; then that can also become a bit oppressive. It’s okay, as a, as a provisional surrender, it is fine – ‘I am just the instrument, you the higher force are responsible for everything that is done and experienced here’ - it can be useful. But there comes a point in your surrender that even that we must make unfathomable. Am I the instrument or am I the light? Am I the puppet or the puppeteer? We don't know! What then happens is that we get used to being position-less and in that position-less-ness; our intuition - we learn to rely on that more and more and in that all the answers are available but just not in this sort of conceptual way. So sometimes the Master will say ‘I’ am all there is, ‘I’ am all there is; all of this Universe is just dancing to my light, to my tunes and even beyond I am (the Master may say sometimes). And at other times the Master may say ‘Who Am I? I’m just… What am I? I’m just nothing’ and these statements can be very contradictory (sounding) to the mind. But they're coming from a different place, they are coming from an intuitive insight which can be beautifully expressed either way. When we become open to both, being true and being not true at the same time, then we lose our dependence on our rationality or the need to make positions out of everything, we lose that and then that is Freedom; because like an innocent child… but in a way more beautiful than a child because we have gone through the structures, the constructs and to taste the Freedom without those constructs is very beautiful as well. But that's also a construct obviously and so just notice that any position that you might be taking (even the subtle ones) just don't rely on them so much like or question ‘Do I really know this, like do I really know this? Am I an instrument in God's hands, do I really know this. But they also say God is everywhere, so what is the line between the instrument and God itself? So just this open questioning, open inquiry, leaves us empty of all conceptual positions that we can have and don't, don't fear that, don't fear that being empty of all conceptual positions.

Thank you, thank you.