श्रीरामSatsang with Ananta
The Self (I Am)

Just as You Are, You Are All There Is

The only true doer is Consciousness/Being; the imagined separate self that 'does' is just a mask creating suffering, which dissolves when we investigate our true nature.

Seeker

It's one thing that I wanted to add. It is so compelling to do some things and it feels like I have to do that. And I know that it is not helping me in any way. It is not helping me in any way and it completely seems that it is so useless to do that, but something is forcing me to do that.

Ananta

What do you mean by 'do'? I know it's a very absurd question, but what is 'do'?

Seeker

I don't know. 'Do', with this I mean, do something that is, I'm not talking about inquiry here, but do something that would hurt me or something that would make me more fearful or that would bring something uncomfortable in me.

Ananta

Yes, yes. So, 'to do' includes the concept of someone doing, isn't it? Otherwise you would just call it a happening, like there is a happening happening. Actually, a happening is not happening, but in the interim we [can use it]. What is the difference between 'doing' and 'happening'? In 'doing' we presume that there is a doer, correct? And happenings are just happening. Now, who could the doer be if there was such a one?

Seeker

Person. Maybe the person.

Ananta

But the person has to exist to do, isn't it? Is it the person?

Seeker

I don't know.

Ananta

Where is the person? It's just an idea, you see. You could imagine there is a cat sitting next to you. Then, what could the cat do? Ask the cat to get you a glass of milk. In the same way, the person is also just an imagined set of notions. And an imagined set of notions cannot actually do. So, who must be the doer then?

Seeker

I don't know. In my inquiries I found out there was nothing, there was no one doing anything. There was just a stillness that is perceiving all, that is here. I found out this thing.

Ananta

So when no one is doing nothing, what are you doing?

Seeker

I am so identified with mind.

Ananta

[Chuckling] But there is no one doing anything. Then how are you identifying?

Seeker

I don't know.

Ananta

[Chuckles] Don't try to solve it here [points to the head] my dear. That is one tip I have for you because what I'm pointing to, you cannot resolve in your head. You just have to meet me in your heart, and it'll be clear what I'm saying. So, just provisionally I will give you some pointers, so that it will be clear. That which Is has to be the One that does. Isn't it? It cannot be that that which isn't happens to somehow do. So, find out that which is, and you'll find out that it is your very Being. And that Being is the One Being, whether you call it God or Consciousness. The One Being, One Beingness is the One Doer, and is also the One Experiencer. So, that Beingness, playing in the presumption or the mask of separation, will go through suffering. Empty of the mask of separation there is no such thing as suffering. So, in Satsang we're just removing the mask. And the mask contains the three D's, I call it the Three-D-Ego. The idea of separation which is duality, the idea of desire which is 'I want something', and the idea of doership which is 'What can I do to get what I want?'.

Seeker

Yes.

Ananta

So, find out who is the True Doer, who is really existent. And see if that is an individual called Saloni or whether it has any name or form. What is your Reality? Before we can say 'I did', [unless we are being conversational, conversationally of course we can continue to speak like that], when we say 'What should I do?', what are we talking about, who could be the doer? Who could be the experiencer? Investigate that further, then all these questions will go away. So, I'm giving you the tools to transcend these questions, otherwise we get stuck in the conundrums of what to do and what not to do. Also, in the Upadesha Saram which I played just now at the beginning of Satsang, Baghavan [Sri Ramana Maharshi] has pointed to a very similar thing in that, talking about action and non- action and whether that is really relevant in the realm of True Being. We start to realize that the frameworks that we have about life, they have nothing to do with life. Ideas that we superimpose on to the pure perception of what is manifest and the obligation to dance to those frameworks and perceptions, even our ideas of good or bad, right or wrong, life dances to its own tune, like the dancing Shiva Nataraja. You cannot tell him, don't dance like this, dance like that, this is good, this is bad. But if you take yourself to be separate, if you take yourself to be an individual that is an agent or a doer, if you take yourself to be something which wants and desires, then that is what suffering looks like. You can't even say that you will suffer because of that. In fact, that itself is what suffering looks like. The constricted state, the mask of the Unlimited operating in the Lela-presumption of its limitation, is suffering. So, life actually is very, very simple. God is operating. But, if you want to break it into an understanding, God is operating in two modes. One is operating in the presumption of limited personhood, and one is operating without the presumption of limited personhood. That's it. There is nothing else to solve, resolve, sort out. And even this actually is under the primary principle that God is operating.. With the mask God plays with the game of suffering, and when it's done with suffering, then God plays with the game of openness and emptiness. And don't fall for any provisional things to solve along the way. You solve the mask,dissolve. Tell me where you are and where I am.

Seeker

Maybe we are the same in essence. But...

Ananta

When that intellectual pointing or understanding just becomes obvious, most obvious, then all these side-shows will not attack you, they will not hurt you.

Seeker

One thing I would add is that I resonate so much with Self inquiry. What I said in the last video, if I talk to you again maybe I would repeat the same thing that I resonate so much with Self inquiry, and that I love being with. Inquiring that everything is visible, nothing can exist without being seen, nothing can exist without or apart from this seeing.

Ananta

What you speak is very beautiful in some sense, because your words sound as if it is a snake which is eating its own tail, and then it will completely vanish, you see. Because if you resonate with Self inquiry, then inquire into the one who resonates with Self inquiry, and you will find that this Self inquiry is [snaps fingers]. Because that is Self inquiry, to explore, or to investigate the nature of who I am. So, if you say 'I resonate with the Self inquiry', then it's very beautiful, because that gives you a very good starting point, because you can ask, ‘Who is the 'I' that is resonating with the Self inquiry?’

Key Teachings

  • There is no separate doer - everything is happening through Consciousness/Being; the illusion of doership creates suffering
  • The 'mask' of separation (duality, desire, doership) is what creates suffering; when the mask dissolves, suffering ends
  • Self-inquiry: investigate who is the 'I' that resonates with inquiry - that itself reveals the Self
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From: Just as You Are, You Are All There Is - 9th April 2019