Absent of Any Connotation Is Your Reality

There is an Awareness of it. Awareness of perceiving, is that apparent or not? Apparent or no?

Who is unaware of their perceptions? Anybody unaware? Cannot be, cannot be. So this Awareness how is it distinct or different from you? At what distance and how much time away from you is it? So then what is the problem? The problem is that there is a narrative and the mind is nothing but a presumed object, which is the speaker of this narrative. When the narrative appears then that seems to be more attractive than the Truth (at least for the time being) or even not more attractive but more habitual, more of an addiction to go into that story. Even now when I say ‘find yourself in this way’ you may say ‘Oh, am I getting realized, am I finding the Truth? Is this it? Am I finally getting it’? So as long as you keep carrying this monkey on your back of this ‘me, me, me’ then it may seem like that gets blurred, the Truth seems unattainable. But just [Clicking of figures] empty of that, just empty of that which is God's gie to God right now [Clicking of figures]. Nobody can start closed. Everybody starts open right now. Right now yourself is apparent to you. [Clicking of figures] No matter how hard you try in this moment you cannot be bound, right now. Then when you go to the towards the hypnosis of the mind, which may be attracting your attention and your belief and we fall into that narrative then it can seem like ‘I am just a bundle of flesh and blood, I am just little person who is going from place to place, who was born, who will die’ all this nonsense comes from there. Without that what is your story? [Smile] Why do you need a phone call from the head to tell you about yourself? You can see by now that it is a wrong number no? [Smile] Can we not see? Its may be saying even now ‘Hello, I’m still here.’ Do not listen to this guy, this guy is dangerous. He is going to mess up your life because you will be lost. None of that is going to happen this is just fear tactics. Even Guruji [Sri Mooji] had this fear that he become a hunchback beggar like Quasimodo on the streets of Brixton. Does not happen like that. Without the mind who are you? Right now! Who are you without this story? Don’t you exist anymore? Don’t you exist anymore? Exist or not? You exist without the stories!