Spontaneous Talk with Ananta Rishikesh (Part 1 - 3) - 20th February 2016

Now coming back to the I Am time, it's very beautiful because at least there is a sense of tangibility about it. I can find the presence and I can put my attention on it. I have never been able to do it. I have never been able to do it when I left of time. Yes, when I feel I can feel that it's very useful in dropping the condition because when you come to this beingness itself, then a lot of these 'I am this, I am that, I am all the conditions' are being dropped. Because I, I Am a baby spoon into doing that way with the beckoning for those who don't have with attention span or not, we never find freedom. I hope she thinks you cannot be married because I see that person who relies on two forces: the force of attention and the force of being. Yes, by giving attention to thought does not make it a condition; it also needs your belief. Now that's why I say that if you want to see God pretending to be a person, believe your next thought. It doesn't talk about attention. So attention can still go on the next thought, but without belief, you can never make a person on this. So now what changed here for me is that my thoughts became laughable. It's not that attention stopped going to them. Exist what came to be a serious commentator on life just became the comedian. Yes, without come... oh, not a good something is nothing at it. What are you saying that unity? So this ability or this habit of giving belief to thoughts, thereby believing yourself to be a person, that constant... that's why, and I already only fear what you can experience here. That's why I do, I guess the I Am plastic cookies never work here. I wouldn't, I don't believe a next thought. That's why I have to say that the beautiful question 'Can you stop being?' could instantly... the presence is clear. I Am necessary. I think it doesn't have to be held.

The excuse is given, what if I kill myself? Laughing, thank you. I can just kill myself and in the movie, if I kill myself, yes, there are two options because the next question can be raised. Because I feel a religiously there objection which can cover what if it's beyond anything, even awareness glue and move bother? Even awareness goes. So why is it like people? Because also have an oppose is that according to me someone can say, but okay, but you say awareness goes, even backwards, then would control? If there is nobody to be aware of whatever it is, then who's there? Was it in the first place? Then it's completely... yeah, but I feel self-talking this own kind and superintendent here. Can you, can you stop that?

Yeah, I could just kill that's good. This is what happens. The other thing is still to this is a great idea. The point of 'Can you stop being?' is not just you riding on you to check and try to turn it off right now. Can I stop being now? Experience. If you make it like me, can I talk? Yeah, thanks more than another, have another filter for your exactly. Otherwise, when specific videos use not any different areas with uses, you have to remember calendars or something. Yes, to know that actually existed. Exactly. No further than that. You put it that yesterday is it example or 7:30 in the morning, my daughter waking me up and thinking, 'Bye, I'm going to school.' So I Am everything up for a moment, taking the time, think, 'Bye,' going back to sleep. I had a dream or finish entire lifetime growing up in a village, all kinds of events happening, getting married, and then together going to event where I would meet all that time. I will use either close my main in the movie, we lovingly length I met with one whole nice and fast music. Consciousness is completely flexible with waiting points and we accepted for space. Like in a dream, you take this wide mountain and river, everything was then in the space there was it entitlement. We accept it for space, but somehow we have an aversion to accept it for time. But even time to said space-time continuum. I can be victims of reasons, but right here, very low tensions, there is a sign where you're looking for something to do like a practical initially and the degrees of lectures to come to us unlike business even have easy to do. So for those who are living for something like this especially, that can be right. We'll just leave in the sunshine where you are mean for something to do. Those who gone beyond that and then come into the recognition of who they are, I don't he he will take like this, check him tonight and don't use it. There is no practice for this. I forgive everyone. It could get really nasty. I'm happy to see being has struggles and then the second step of being the awareness there. I was a little too thing because though even just like that, both are happening at the same time. The problem I think that what you are addressing all right good new and my tester... yeah, very quickly we want to discard. Oh, be this being that we're talking about is this beautiful presence to the light of this entire manifest ever so it good to...

There is no practice for this. I forgive everyone. It could get really nasty. I'm happy to see being has struggles. And then the second step of being the witness there, I was a little too... thing, because though even just like that, both are happening at the same time. The problem, I think, is what you are addressing. All right, good. New and my tester, yeah, very quickly.

We want to discard... Oh, this being that we're talking about is this beautiful presence, the light of this entire manifest ever. So it is good to just... anything. This will come in time also and say, 'Wow, what a discovery to find a God presence sitting here, the presence of which universe comes to life and in the absence of it, you go.' So good if you also said once, 'Next.' And then being will be referred to as a halfway house of realization. But it sounded like it should be like a practice for some. It is not like that, no. How you all going to be doing? And then we graded, or counted, as often supposed to be one of the... would be program. But what I want to say is definitions that naturally also many... it can be PowerPoint where the question comes that even this presence is possible. There is awareness even of this. So it is a naturally after five years or five days or five minutes misadventure. This is when it comes naturally so many times with analysis. The Khomeini business and I am like, I have enough. It is actually, no, when the question arises: who is aware even of this? Then I'm happy to look at it. He's happy to do it.

Oh, what time are you for me when his hair ability like that? For some, that it might have felt like ashes because they open because they have some concept of all practice wisdom of a specialized motion. Since you have the chance to ride or automated to do which bit is clear, there is nothing to do than to do. I of mine tendency, we could leave it to be my tendency to jump onto their people.

So okay, so don't do such a work. The elusive person was trying to get this because only just at the photo sharing unit, and it was actually the absence of the person at presence system. And so now this question: am I aware? What I see then is absolutely no need or no point in answering. So when I am... am I aware? Having reached this point is so incredibly so much. It's like me, attention. The attention of it doesn't try and find me. Where am I? Where body? Because many do say attention vote in the... yeah, that's it. Not very likely if you just known my Italian sensitive power. There's no real distinction body, not that body will religious. Am I aware? Yes, oh yes, yes, yes. And then the habit could sometimes... am I aware? And when I present? Yes, everywhere. But the presence is in addition, exactly. Even that did not require to have them yet. He has before even presence because we are aware because it's something called aware which we are offering. If it's controlling, forget about the constitutionally, we are aware that there is something called aware. This is the knowing of knowing. Either the presence here is... I'm here. It's not even the presence arises. I fell. He continues to expand was even the presence known? Otherwise we could not feel it is arising. The knowing of the presence of the mountain, the knowing. So no phenomena require really to confirm an evangelist, not even the primordial, would not even be this piece presently perceived like that. You can feel like cooking, but actually do the round. I can compete, I can say anything. This is true with all the sensory perception, I'm so-called internal perception. Who is reporting to the being? But don't take my word for it. Try to prove it wrong. The better require even try to prove it. So check: being in the body or is the body in the being? Check in this found these words. Are they not experiencing the same be?

Okay, so I feel how you watch turtle enough where we can make a distinction between the phenomenal perceiving and that which is aware. Like phenomenal proceeding expectancy. So you are hearing these words. It looks anomaly perceiving is happening, although I think and how many person because they can only be heard. The presence of being increased a... there is no phenomena, but even that is perceived by awareness. Who aware? Because there is not normal. This is the phenomena preceding and yet that same awareness which is the aware that there is no phenomena is now aware. So this phenomenal proceeding is happening here and even if it doesn't click right now, this she feels her dependence of current clicks. Sometimes just keep the right now to the Chancellor. You see, phenomenal perception is happening, but data when the primal end the webinar perfectionism is a distant from this phenomenal proceeding? Yes, yes, yes. Going through what can't remain as vibration. Geez, mister, how you saying sir, vibrations? Can you stop me? Is it a physical see me? Even I think you can stop being. This beingness, is it a sensory feeling? It is like a sensation in the body to be. Let's look at me because I transition in experience in each piece, this piece over we're here. This 'I' is what I call awareness and this piece of awareness which are calling and what I call me. It's a little subtle. It's a little subtle. We can see that actually definitions don't matter at which they can be some country.

So all phenomenal experiences happen only in the presence of me way together and the preference of me, the light of me, whatever word you were using, is also better in the waiting with making take me for being here. But which senses this body? It could be another green corrector body. It can be only this body would you experience many other body Mooji? I know which is a protected AT&T sphere, the same being below for disability. So this awareness is present. It is a new box whether phenomenal, it's the same thing is happening or not. Now that which we call the waiting or the dream state, it becomes full of this phenomenal experiencing. It becomes fully telling me all the phenomena of here. Find out whether it is this i-am-ness itself, the presence itself which is tasting the taste of this phenomena, or is it... and that is good to take away from the usual examples to move it to taste to the Camila. I am getting there is an awareness of run change whether the sense is there or not. None of what people in cities to see for yourself what it is. Can we say that any of this is outside of the presence exclusion? So one party sanitation, are they experience outside of this irony or within us? All your feelings, all the pain in the body, all these words having heard, all that essentially is whether internal. Find out if it is outside of you in this out. When I see you outside of the i-am-ness, you might come to the scene that is the same. I am hearing this peaceful to see speaking to hearing and no matter what phenomena common with never run down the street with awareness is not even Gatsby. She is just a knowingness with know that this world created happening.

It's usually and this is the body of here. Sometimes you wake up with odd-even chocolate body will happen then it takes two seconds to... this is too late with this model to take images back. So that is over yes, not completely. Whatever the state might be feeling always be you, never beat. The voidness is... is you can attribute in the memset. The witness is not... do not pick up that beautiful. There is a Hammond does everything. I am giving her handsome horns of them and I agree and without dilution happen to the I am known. Yes, exactly. So how can any part of anticipation actually happen to the unknown? If it's a definition of... to the definition of mind with this big mind consciousness is limited. Everything is mine, everything in Kanto art in the definition is city. But little faster similarity like for real imagination, he make it to blow your mind. Another appearance in and the city raises experiments of power part of your cue me. Roll it up your left leg and start speaking enough and work initiative. How do you reserve you image and then go? But they mean is what lettering for any meaning. How that is to give meaning in that way unless you give me food, otherwise is meaningless. But yet if you sign us at ways to speak in a language but it says okay living, how will I get home? To give any would be to give it releases remove. How when I get home vada? I also muscle this is to me to give the lease liability for slice. Who's suffering from not getting home or something? How thoughtless I was just talking about the appearance of these words creating an island for me from using yoga once the Sun we typically it takes but like to just be how to do this process was always like neon life and on and on compare life to live. I don't know send this one to the same prison in United have to write without dependents. Wow, consciousness expression itself isn't even in the film football you get one open that is given to volume. I don't get on what is on it. I don't have to express beautiful gypsy to be definitely checking. I might however trivial exercise with this in the checking you create so much it sincerely this hardened muscles here we go like what you see? Yeah, nothing you can get. Can I describe my result? I have also excluded with its a large load like okay.

So it's like this thing was clear that there is a voice, but when you try to look that from where it is coming, like it is coming from right or left or left right, and then I found like it depends on the perceiver. So it was... it was them like, you know, the dag electron experiment in which the movement depends somewhat on the one who is looking. So sometimes it's like one time I read a book in which it was said that, you know, it comes from below, so it rise above and like they they had some definitions about it.

Never come from eulogizing from... yeah, no to you harder, never come back. Yeah.

So I felt an intuition as well here, physically into the presence of intuitive words in to solve from RT. It doesn't have to be, yeah. But in this extent I found that it always kept changing, like it always depend somewhat on like some level of the one who is looking.

Area looking, yeah. I'm very old area looking. I can relate to that, yeah. So I can make it seem like it's appearing mom can even change the texture just look only at all. I mean just I don't know do something I don't and it created and you can project the project mm on the content of beingness a changing. The beingness itself is not changing. It's only on or off, two modes resizer. Light is on or it's also. Sometimes I say actually was that you going to tell me they actually right you know there was very subtle consciousness like the length is the high wages where you we're certainly open. Just being would not even phenomena where although very naturally we can play mediator you and being is there all phenomenon we there are states like DC meditative States where very keen sense of being assessed but you cannot report it cannot experience any phenomenon against this presence very subtly. If the only awareness was aware of itself who do those different completely really different from sleep where awareness is aware of itself yet there was the sense I am but very subtly. I mean we don't have to worry about this at all just presume it I have what I am known being identified. I also another master Swiper recognizes a fully enlightened being they put it very clearly like that because like the first step from the person to the presence and the first which may require some current practice but if you gradually become more naturally and this is what has been going on but there are still some temporary space of height gnosis or something like getting into compensatory and then is entering with no Martha Liberty that all conditions all person pretense must be dropped because the trouble with hundred percent is that nobody's hundred percent and then there is not being any more you can do but and then is it like great take over or something and then at some point itself happens by itself by he uses the word that then the source will the one and only thing that exists is recognized spontaneously. Can you say something about the same thin?

Getting into compensatory and then is entering with no Martha Liberty that all conditions, all person pretense must be dropped because the trouble with hundred percent is that nobody's hundred percent and then there is not being any more you can do. But and then is it like grace take over or something? And then at some point itself happens by itself. He uses the word that then the source will—the one and only thing that exists is recognized spontaneously. Can you say something about the same thing that we've been talking about? If creating damage did that through the dream of this and then race to Google, it's funny that it's only in the series last two thesis on the brain guys assume that one and we not office about doership. We talked about Lewis's in the last of the red-hot Sun gear as a concept of the worship is not detected.

Now you can see, lies. 'I am doing something personally.' And then eventually grace takes over. But what did we discover today? That no person exists. There is no person existence. Can there be doership without the existence of a person? I went to Ramesh Balsekar's for a few years and his biggest opening point was free will versus God, you see. And it was a debate that went on day after day for many years. The only way to end this debate really is to recognize that no person has ever existed. Therefore, the only will must belong to consciousness, of God. It's always then God's will. Then it is not everything grace? Even when it doesn't seem like it? Even when it doesn't seem like it, it's an important point because even for one... see, Ramana Maharshi says as long as there is a sense of an inquiry through things, why read? As long as there is a sense of a doer, do the inquiry, believer. But ultimately it will be recognized that even that would be... this is the recognition, is that no person ever existed before. The concept of free will cannot be when we can feel like... and as long as it feels like a good community, believe is visible. Yes, it is a freedom. This is freedom to recognize there is no person.

Because that I have given the defeating for difficult on versus though it comes to me but I am not dependent like vigilant in using automata but then somebody has come into the business so this concept of a percent indicative sympathetic thing effective experience it is just happy to be good.

Yes, yes. It's like I was saying yesterday that if a child, you poke him, he screams but he doesn't feel resentment, you see. So there are natural experiences. Under you said burning pain, not these all arise and they go relieved. But there is something that happens when the mind takes this over. So anger came very naturally. If somebody comes and gives me a slap right now, I cannot guarantee that anger will not come. I'm not that kind of huge and go my tongue. But if the mind comes in and says, 'Oh, you should not have got angry, that means you're not free or you're not a good person' or something like that, then this mix of emotion and thoughts is what we call guilt. It's not an A-level emotion which elicits automatically. It's like a B-grade sensation of genesis. We came for resentment. We again, anger can come, but a sage cannot truly resent. This is not holding on to the idea 'How could she do this to me? How could he do this to me?' That is an event came for pride. So some action can come from here very spontaneously. If it came out since means to have a good outcome saying 'I did something very good,' that gets mixed up with a thought and becomes pride. Shame, shame be. So the B-grade emotions definitely get wiped away. They get wiped away. But the A-level is contingent, arising on their own, soon they are not held on to because they are not resisting.

So this kind of experiencing of guilt and shame and pride and resentment, all that you will find very difficult to experience. Which is natural pain, anger, lust—it can come and can go. You're not getting yourself on it or another on it. Something more to that, not the bully or educator who they're interested, yes. But even in all of this, maybe all of that, no tangible person actually got created. Is that as long as that's clear? Because sometimes in it a person got created and so we start looking, you know, where, what, what concept exactly the belief in person actually... although I enjoy very much reading about natural collections and the evolution, but it's all in the phenomenon, the phenomenal realm, in the functioning next in the karma came with our what we convert she's got your circle in order any other little ventolin oh they might come back home and pretty shortly effort especially with the number three if you're looking for and maybe will conquer you have a first I won't tell you it Gallup America ridiculous a certain way. What are the element image I can offer you the medicine mine on the morning tonight asking and it was I am the video draw then which I thank you so far I found that good news buddy give me and then and then the mind is nice.

You can stab this window, you can't, you won't be able to stab this window. The mind and all other is like bombarding with the feelings which I shared like in your therapy in fifty or now in the midst of all of these feelings and the mind attack, did you stop being there? For the I am is not on any way, not gonna even be stealing. Even the mind attack is arising within the I am that is costly. Otherwise we attach to some state when one of this realizing to see that in spite of all of this being, you just be in beautiful grace. Being not being, it is. And the scheme of being, they still seem you are aware of being also. What that cannot be trouble for which one? For the being of the seen double for which one? And this just imagine trouble because the one that is being troubled is not when I get believed then it plays as if it is trouble. I cannot assume the downstream source. It will not make too much of that. The jail will go to nothing by you will drop them and come back. Are you going to drop them and come back over why you don't say bye, goodbye? In order to sell me you have to go understanding define the one negative.

Yeah, but I trying to feel so real and in the even when it feels real even that it seemed zero.

You see now that it cannot be real, isn't it? Even for those who've never come to satsang, is something really happening to them? It is believing it. Now you tell me, something really happening little meddling? No. So nothing has ever happened to anyone. Forget about the women that are into someone who never come to the satsang. Nothing has ever happened really to anyone because nothing can happen to being and nothing can happen to the seeing of even being. How can anything happen? It was employed so that we could play like this. We wanted this spice and sugar in life. Now we are not, you want so much iron, you want to come back this kilometre guys we've been born in the problem is all of you start off is written serious empathy. No, if you guys talk so much spirituality and you're constantly giving yourself and saying 'I am here today, how are you today today today?' Who didn't talk about shopping my thinking order charge?

But what happens is they make you look in my bowl of monument when I raise my baby face. No ever make I haven't to suggestion you know what boys happen and this moment of joy with my fans you know. If I actually do friends that would be victim country. How are you today? Vehicle torture. Con, con, con, the con because you love this because you loved it at one point. Hmm, different question. So what what I'm saying that it's ready no I said my arch-nemesis this check of a completely checking the state. How free am I? How free am I right now? And you feel to that if I could to friends and I to write a report card on how to your name every ten-fifteen minutes it's big trouble. So please get another hobby. I'm not saying don't be friends. I think chess or something chasing you don't really look at it. It's just another thing if it decided live in the dream of this life by this time maybe laughing because you're tired you seeing some confusion on light is there but I see great clarity is right now due to be. So don't fall into any of this thing. You kind of got so used to reporting on your state, yeah, it is become like one problem.

Why by telling you have this give me to some Shiva? Not not right now, I'm not that heartless to get you to do work now. But otherwise do something, do some transcribing. Dan type guru Jesus comes and says my person do something all of you together collectively you don't now begin having something you or take something because because it can sound like okay why is phenomenal in what what but very useful we could marinate you and just this need like a Maya. I'm Josh and all these people they writing a public books without me even reading the transcript and I don't feel elaborate it just obviously how books are come out yes so many codes as to support hello i water will the new cool so what's happening is we're not checking on arm my knee me me me all the time you put our attention to other things and I'm not saying only to do anything else but you enjoy it but this constant checking where am i today where am i today what's happening with me this is coming back income yeah it's become a habit.

What a greater time what is they left at all what we do with your home? It's like I always remember like this I'm budgeting in my dining table and I was not getting through to someone so she said to him other cells don't believe a next week what's so what a big B which is that just don't believe her next heart I don't know how I can make it simpler previously distance computed and by hand out but how did you tell us is it hot no but I want you to have this out with me right now so don't stop what it is but what I'll be having it over before. What's so difficult about not believing your next column? Which is like which doesn't even mean to believe they're already projects they cannot be anything without you but viruses FEMA they're already like we believe condemned acknowledgments of my beliefs and I also told you what it will do so those identities inquire who wants freedom just show me that one who wants. So if you cannot find anyone know what freedom what to do with freedom thoughts for the movie yes please.

Can you have given we have given too much meaning to just be freedom because it was became the primary aspect of your plane the Shabbat a pretty huge like a ping and my oh my god nothing ever happened you know it's all just for the same and so and by the time I said but what will I do my life not can you imagine this one before night game going and also the checkout line I know honey but only if chopping wood he was busy reporting of what happened at Shivaji Roger good night. Yeah being idle my temperature then that was my temperature then you might have written now but it is not in service to the truth in the sense that the thing that it is false is great the believing it to be true is the cause of suffering which could also be ultimately called grace but rather you see the truth now in effect the dropping of it would be beautiful grace at this moment the picking up of it and continuing with it will be some I would also be grace but not what we're here for. Yeah this is also the checkers let the collapsing happen don't report on I'm asleep on this you should love it decision. Yeah sorry I'm gonna close it then continuing with it would be some it would also be great but not what we're here for yeah this is also the tickler let the collapsing happen don't report on my we see something you should know the Dickerson yeah sorry I'm gonna cry would you would also point out this is a chicken if you're poking because I know cooking.

Imagine fill and then halfway through the film one of the current movement and then all the rest of the film they were just meeting to discuss are we in a film whatever you do in the film is right into the worst of the way particularly the second edition is yet satsang. Satsang is not fu—

Then don't report on it. We see something, you should know the checker. Yeah, sorry, I'm gonna cry. Would you also point out this is a checker if you're poking? Because I know poking.

Imagine a film, and then halfway through the film, one of the characters moves, and then all the rest of the film they were just meeting to discuss, 'Are we in a film?' Whatever you do in the film is fine, but don't do the report. Particularly the second edition is yet satsang. Satsang is not for personal fortune, just a beautiful just to be. Oh, if you get trouble of the seeker identity, if this girl's always painting the picture of the report card of how free I am today, and it's so subtle, it gets you. Basically, don't believe in something that's believed. Don't be the next who don't divide it. I believe it today at the gate and Raven. If something keeps getting out of it, then pull that identity into your empire and we'll stop being closed. If you cannot be composing, your mind is rusting at best, which stalls out this list, all.

Mmm, that sounded like a practice. This is... give me everything else was clear, that one sentence sounded like a practice of connotations.

Forget about it. And I can tell you that you notice about you that I would not offer this as medicine unless I was clear about the efficacy of it. And I know that even in this play, many have come to this clarity since by following the simple pointings. Don't believe the next heart. Can you stop being in Ayurveda?

Oh, I was actually thinking about it on the space where you speak from, how you create its own, allow you to come like generally impossible. Anything about spirituality, what about like sales, what about... I used to feel like that, that my messages in my regular denied it myself. Oh, sorry, get him somewhere and sit. It sounds for him it is not regular at all to get my messages. By regular, I stopped seeing, and it is important to have this sense of regular-less about this because they made it accessible and possible. It is not special because the clothes of knowledge are too tight for you now. You're in of nature, nature to just Grace appears in your space in the powerlessness regime. Is that what we forgot you were here? He will tell you, 'Stop this game.' And you know it color Gangaji is the story. It's the current system which because she was another question, not question in a day-to-day track and paying a day, then we are the state it. When you become aware, you say, 'Oh, I'm aware now.' I'm not claiming that is where you start by changing the title. That is the phenomenal use of the word overhead better no Chico.

Yeah, I'm actually seeing the redundancy of this check by many senses. Nigel, when I'm not in thinking of a courtroom or anything on that, why do I stop myself? Ooh, let me check you.

Intended like you crazy that party because we technically, yeah, yeah, Tickers Anonymous while ago, sir. Yes, masala dosa for everybody else. Believe you can raise a hand and we get back to me. Muscle early in the design and what imagine we want to please can and under you can okay well can you count the hand? Maybe somebody's hide the tea pretending look eyes with you. Seeker identity kept alive and energized only by the checker. Hopefully today already it's like a state comment. Let's clip it's different. I mean it's a state and and but it feels magical and when you see Guruji and there's something so magical it's it's there is something there's a spirituality to and that it's just so yeah no reason drawing mileage than to be at my father's enjoy could be good you're not a voice to God rather work for anything but we not need you of them keep cleaning the door dog person like you know different like entering our chamber when you lie down entice you and the motors and doctors are taking care of everything it wants to avoid measure the ECG and paper to because I think it's our factories are a bit of a strategy and how you know this pattern comes out it comes out when you take a normal life trying to content whose energy or whatever family versus the good things that happened in a mech Guruji world I saw him and I felt like everything with Islam spend this time is struggling with losses when on one hand I'm saying that everything is sitting in a good question and I haven't ended because someone you're on tuna type thing because I they have no fairness it's like in my experience the initial acquired here so you the person seems so familiar the person is just a sequence of thoughts in in perfect formation to seem so real and so because of that then the inquiry comes as another thought like the person is instigating being Irie but the thought about the inquiry is just like the tail thought the personal thought and then it drops and the presence is felt does that make sense design handle to come emerge okay so the person is like a series of thoughts designed and constructed so immaculately seems real and then my experience who was when I found the inquiry it was like a but one last thought on the end of the person so it's quite good it it and something goes up and then it's in quietly so because of its the past it feels like the person is inquiring but actually it's just when this is when the sequence of thoughts has expressed itself in dropping the beingness there's the inquiry naturally so that once thought isn't what instigated the inquiry really it's the last part of the personal whim the drops and so the person isn't necessary for the inquiry the chatter isn't because what stuff what happened my experiences the thoughts began to drop and merge back into the beingness and the beingness is then enjoy there's no energy needed today and then the eye eye awareness and enjoy that so much that begins to happen by itself without the checker thought without the thought I need to inquire just it just keeps dropping dropping dropping dropping dropping but as long as as long as the checkers he was real and necessary for the inquiry will keep coming my five-minute report on your freedom father feels like we're soul conditioned to always evaluate ourselves until now that we're now that this is the the main focus of attention it's just the same mechanism as but on this content but it seems that Judgment Day it somehow that number when you stood ecology was looser yeah